He's finally back, my friend =]
.tsrow gnitteg era enim fo SNIS
.noos zaohc annog yllaer i kniht i
.neht dna won yreve DOOLB rof gnivarc
.tnemom yna ti dnats t'nac eracs i
I'm Sorry for everything, though i know sorry won't work out.
i wanted to cry out, but you said before..
you don't like to see girls crying in front of you.
so i held it back every time. i held back my words too.
that's why, always.. i didn't have the chance to speak out.
coz i knew i would have out painfully,
i don't want u to see the pain i suffer from.
is not that i wanted you to be so worried about me..
is me, i'm the who can't control my own emotionals feelings.
or maybe my mask is not thick enough to cover my feelings?
hah! all your words came out from your mouth seems so sharp.
just like sharp knife piercing through my heart.
don't worry, it's not painful anymore, more to numb le.
well i don't have the rights to say you,
coz i dun understands myself well enough right?
you taught me this pharse de, i'll remember it till i die.
Mmm i wonder when will my life ends.. SOON? maybe..
I HATE MYSELF!!
all i want from u was just a little attention and comfort will do.